Lia's Two Today

Today is Lia’s birthday. She’s two. Sometimes, when another year passes I just look at our kids and feel thankful you know what for? Just that I managed to just keep them alive. Not to mention happy and healthy. Just living and breathing with no major injuries or catastrohpes is sometimes enough to let out a sigh or relief. I hear about so many tragedies left and right. This year, I look at the 3 of them and how they’re still well and thriving. But I didn’t manage to keep everybody alive. One is missing. Mirchook you were my responsibility and I let you down. I can say it as a matter of fact. That is the truth and we both know it.

So today we will gently celebrate Lia. Last year, for Lia’s first birthday, we were in the heart of the fight for your life. And you were here and we took this picture, I think our last family picture all together. You were making an effort. Kol hakavod to you. I love you so much and I don’t know how I will get through this day when you are so missing. Just cant believe you’re not here today. You know I always make a big deal of birthdays. Today is different. It will just never be the same.

Last Year:

This Year:

Coming soon - I promise to post something nice by the the end of the day.

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hey, a couple days gone by but i promised to put a pic of birthday # 2 so here you go:

She misses you. we all do. so much.