where u at?

When someone dies, you start to see them in the sea, in the sky, in fields, in rolling clouds and the sunset and definitely rainbows. The moment you forget about your life for a second and you notice these things, then the thought instantly rises. And a moment happens. And you think differently for a while than you do all throughout the day. You feel a little existential. And then the familiar world is back and you’re at it again. Talking, smiling, being polite, making little jokes. There’s something so weird about all of that. Because I want to know if you’re part of all these beautiful things I see or not. I demand to know! I can handle the truth, if you’re not…just really wanna know.